Today was the day, today was the day I got officially hug my daughter that I have dreamed, prayed, and loved over her entire life. She is absolutely beautiful on the inside and out. Can I say I honestly didn't want the day, hour, minute to end. I had so many questions but at the same time I didn't want to overwhelm her. I didn't want her to go running..lol. Her fiancee' is so good for and to her. This made me so happy that she found that one. That love that is hard to find. They both looked so in love. Made me want to tear up just to see her like that. I finally got to give her the gift I had since she turned 16. I got her a mother/daughter figurine made from a willow tree. She seemed like she liked it which me so happy. I had other things for her that I had bought over the years for different birthday's or holiday's and when we moved that last time I lost a bunch of it because it got wet and ruined. I was so upset but at least that was one thing that was still good. I had to take it out of the box but at least I still had it.
While we sat there at lunch I still couldn't believe she was in front of me. I didn't want to take my eyes off of her. She really made my whole year sitting right in front of me. I really wanted to pinch myself and make sure that I wasn't dreaming at all. We have so much in common which I knew some of them but just hearing it for myself really made me happy.
I am writing this to my daughter, I love you so much. I have never been so happy than I was today. I felt like a part of my heart that was missing was put back in place. I really do hope we are more apart of each other's life. I hope that all your dreams happen. I will be in the corner cheering you on and when you need me I will be there.
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