Birth...

     I am so very nervous but at the same time I am so so excited. I know that I am going to meet the daughter that I gave birth too. I know I have spoke to her over Facebook. I know things about her but at the same time I am nervous that she is going to hate me. I am afraid that I am not going to be enough. I am not going to have that bond that we should have. It is so weird on the feelings that I do have. I am so scared. I want to cancel and just run the other way but at the same time I am like I can face this. My husband has taken off that day to be with me and give me that support. I can NEVER thank him enough on that. 

    I have so many questions for her. I want to ask them but I really don't know how to ask them. She is bringing her fiancee' which I totally am excited about. She deserves all the happiness in the world and I see that in her pictures. I really hope Sunday goes great and I have nothing to worry about.