That moment....

    That moment in your life that you feel like you are in a stand still. That moment in your life that keeps replaying in your mind like you could have done something different or changed something. Those changes and those moments in life that you keep a hold of could be holding you back hurting you more than you realize. I know for me I have tried not to hold on those moments like that. I kept replaying conversations that I had with my son. I kept replaying those moments of hurt and madness. I would cry and just get as mad as I was that night. That pain would be brought up every time I thought of it. That moment I had to let go. That moment I had to quit replaying. That moment is gone. That moment is in the past. I can't go back and fix it. We don't have a time machine to go back and change the past (If there is one out there please let me know about it).

    Those moments could hinder you from getting a better job. Those moments can make you depressed. Those moments can hold you back for having a relationship. That can keep you from having the future that you deserve. I have done this so many times. Those moments just make things worse when you replay. 

    Now those good moments, those moments that you are laughing, smiling, and just having a great time. Please replay those. Replay those and keep those memories close to you cause those are the ones you will need. The reason you will need them is cause when you are down you can replay them. 

    Today those moments, those memories, those events are hitting me extra special hard today. Today last year was going to be a Gigi for a little boy named Luke. Six years ago I was spending time with my family and my mamaw was there. We had so much fun. I remember laughing and arguing with her like normal. I so wished she was here I need a hug and one of those long talks. Once I get off of work today I think I am going to spend some extra time fot myself. Remember you can have a bad day. Today will be mine!!